June 2012
4 posts
I'm on the precipice of deciding that nothing
tastes better than freshly brewed starbucks coffee.
just makes Friday mornings that much better, though generally Friday mornings are already pretty good since it implies that one does not need to come to work the next day. (unless you’re jonathan and can’t quit a job that pays less than gas and insists on working two jobs in a foreign land that is NOT San Jose). I’m glad he...
May 2012
24 posts
“To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else...”
– Ralph Waldo Emerson (via kari-shma)
“If you’re feeling frightened about what comes next, don’t be. Embrace the...”
– Everwood (via julie911)
you know I really miss this show. ephram was a hottie.
Still just waking up
I’ve had coffee already, I slept at 1230. Why am I so incredibly tired?
This morning, I had a very depressing thought, a thought that I thought I might share with my tumblr, who probably won’t like my thought.
I wish I could just stay home and do nothing, you know, just chillax. Or go back to school so there would be a summer and random breaks. Because, really, what is the point of...
can't f21 come up with anything that does not...
aka my worst fear.
should I give up or should I keep on chasing...
“Be brave. Take risks. Nothing can substitute experience.”
– Paulo Coelho (via kari-shma)
just spent more than 30 minutes looking at...
when I should have been sending out emails.
oh chubchub.
when will I ever be done with lists
- pay credit card bill
- pay loans
- pay rent
- clean for open house
- bring headphones to work
- bring thermos to work
- return coach belt
- find receipt of coach belt so I can return it
- wash my car
- clean out the inside of my car
I am kind jealous of those who have a summer break.
bf is soundly asleep
drank some coffee and ate an apple
now about to cook lunch and watch friends
time to myself on a saturday, such a priceless luxury
“It’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder to remember sweetness. We have...”
– Chuck Palahniuk (via quotewhore)
really?
jimmyhu: omg this perfume is horrible.
me: ?
jimmyhu: I found this perfume in the drawer
jimmyhu: and I was curious so I sprayed it randomly
jimmyhu: it smells terrible
me: wow act like a 2-year-old more
me: you know that perfume is generally SUPER concentrated right
jimmyhu: yeah, I can taste it in my mouth
me: you sprayed it in your mouth.............?
me: ceo of chinapex doesn't understand how perfume works.
horrible morning, exhibit A.
haven’t you ever just woken up and realized there’s NOTHING for you today, time to go back to sleep? I have to admit, I’ve felt like that once or twice in my life; and I miss the luxury to execute such said plan. you know, just pull the covers over my head and pretend the fucking world doesn’t exist. ‘cause really, it doesn’t sometimes.
sometimes you’re...
don't particularly like Monday mornings
but unfortunately they come around once in a while.
It’s gloomy in the middle of spring; who can possibly be cheery with this type of weather?
But you gotta be thankful for some things. Here I sit in my office drinking coffee and reading an email from lise.
college problems
C:LISAAAAAA
C: I DON’T WANT TO DO LAUNDRY
C:ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHC: I COULD JUST TAKE IT HOME
C:BUT THEN
C: I...
“The only people who see the whole picture are the ones who step out of the...”
– Salman Rushdie (via kari-shma)
April 2012
13 posts
fb chat with le bf
me: honey are you nervous about me going work?
bf: no
bf: i think
bf: ur perfect
bf: for this kinda job
bf: phoning pplz
me: I hope so
bf: baggin dem
bf: uz like a foneline womanizer
bf: except for people
bf: who wanna buy flash cards
me: you can't see but I just cracked up, and now people are looking at me like I'm crazy
bf: im aware
me: how are you aware?
bf: u think idunno what makes you laff?
bf: silly woman
bf: i haf fund the luf of my lif
yes anntan, I do have a car, it is the one I drive...
ok more errands I forgot
follow up with eye doctor
order new contacts
possibly buy glasses
deposit my moneys
so I do have a to-do list this week
- dmv smogcheck stuff
- print/email employee application
- call the other place
- look up how to sell a house sans agent
- draw
you're the last of your kind, Mona Lisa
with a wink of your eye, make it all right oh, there’s more to life, Mona Lisa let me take you along for the ride ain’t nothing ever stays the same won’t ask it of you just that burgundy smile you wore yesterday say you won’t ever lose
hilarious
dennis: did you quit yet?
me: no I'm gonna go do it today
me: but I can't just quit can I?
dennis: go in there "老娘不幹了"
me: THEY WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND ME
dennis: say it in English!
dennis: OLD MOM DOESN'T WANNA DO IT ANYMORE
me: hahahahahah
last night I spent four hours watching
batman begins and the dark night.
now I know lise was right about christian bale; let’s lock him up in the basement.
and heath ledger was the guy who played joker, yes.
grownup curly fries don't taste as good as kids...
of all days to forget to bring my headphones, this would be like the worst day, but it’s not though I am exaggerating, I have that problem that sometimes, but it’s k.
Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about what I want to do, not like what I want to do with my life professionally, but generally what I want to do. Just me though, like sans anyone else in my life, what would I want...
it's human nature
the desire to never want to be wrong. I never want to be wrong; I always attempt to find some ways around it. I apologize but I never want to be wrong. But occasionally, we just ARE wrong and maybe there are just no other ways to spin it. It’s part of the whole growing up thing.
I literally lost track of my age today. Philip and I were just talking about how old we were and I was like hmm...
March 2012
4 posts
banananananafish.
is a really depressing story. I’ve thought long and hard about what on earth was going through salinger’s MIND when he wrote this. so postwar, all that american consumerism crap, or maybe salinger was just super depressed and wanted to bestow his depression onto the rest of the population, which I am sure he did. I’m not sure that was such a good story for me to have read at this...
this has been a very not-feeling-like-myself
week and I really despise it. That’s when it hit me, I’m 23 now; why do the little things, the ups and downs in life still affect me so much? Is it because all the ups and downs have decided to conspire against my life or is it because I’m just not as strong as I believe? All very possible possibilities that don’t bring a smile to my face. There was a period of time about...
In the entire gilmore girls series
the moment I thoroughly enjoy the most is when Luke takes a giant hammer and hammers a hole in his apartment wall and says to Jess “that’s your room, finish up.”
February 2012
12 posts
lawl my dad forgot my birthday
I called him today and I was like “daddy you wanna go out to eat tonight?” He’s like “huh, why?”
That was pretty funny.
In a semi-annoyed mood since I spent all morning on the phone with Direct Loans because they are incompetent, useless and stupid. So this is what happened, upon receiving my bill for my first payment in December, I set up Kwikpay, which is this...
That means
if one cannot commit to now, one cannot commit to forever.
I think that’s actually a really wise concept, seeing how it effortlessly bridges the present to the future. You will hear someone say, at least once or twice, “I cannot do this right now, but I will in the future.” And you will wonder if that is true, just based on the person who is saying it and the situation; and that...
“Forever is composed of nows.”
– Emily Dickinson (via girlwithoutwings)
what I want to know
is why disney movies dvds are so expensive on amazon?
Forever 21 has been disappointing lately, therefore I don’t want to shop at forever21.com; and I’m too lazy to actually GO shopping even though I am at the fucking mall every single day.
this leaves me browsing on amazon for disney movies, hence the blog.
Key Ingredient
Eric: it's like this; would you order a hot chocolate if it wasn't hot?
Me: yeah, it'd be like chocolate milk.
Eric: no, like it's missing its key ingredient.
Me: so, would I be the key ingredient?
Eric: yes.
Me: to what?
Eric: my life.