don’t know what’s going on
BUT I have another sty. I am closing tonight, I wish I could just skip today, not like skip today’s work but like skip today in general; like I wake up and it’s tomorrow.
Lately I have been wracking my brain for a good solution for my father wanting to go back home so badly. One cannot blame him. I decided I want to stay at the coach job; couple of reasons. One, I am doing extremely well; I’m constantly neck to neck with the already best seller of the store who is there for more than 40 hours a week. My bosses are impressed and are giving me all kinds of kudos. This brings me to two, when I do leave, they will be more than happy to provide awesome references, this will be conducive to finding a better job. Reason three, I am going for the Million Dollar Seller prize and some other shiznit prizes that I can only get if I stay for longer than six months; I don’t know how much bonuses I get but I care more about putting it on my resume than about getting the money.
Okay, but truth be told, it’s pretty difficult to support this house based on my current salary; however, if I have more hours OR have been promoted to full time, I would be able to. I have already talked to ze bosses about getting promoted, both of them believe I truly deserve it and this will PROBABLY take place once the holiday season is over.
I am feeling anxious about everything. My sty hurts. And I think with everything that’s happening in MY personal life and everything that’s happening in the world; I just feel a wee bit angry at the world.
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